Let me introduce you to Don Angel Puerto. He is about 5’2’’, has mustache, and his quiet, almost shy behavior might make you not notice him much in a group. He is in his forties and works as a fisherman. He has the arms and shoulders of a hard working man, the skin of someone that works long hours under the sun. He looks just like most Hondurans, dark hair and eyes, brown skin, but in his town he is a minority. You see, he is a ladino (a person of Spanish descent) who lives in a Garífuna community. In a town where everybody is black, he is white. He has lived with the Garífuna for decades, raised his family, worked, lived, and breathed like them. Today, behind his quiet personality he is a respected member of his community.
Don Angel has worked as a fisherman off the coast of Honduras for years. The ocean is his office; his rod, his work instrument. Early in the mornings, when the sun hasn’t really risen yet, he heads out to open sea to earn a living. His boat is small and old, its engine weak. His equipment is old and in bad shape, but it is all he’s got and he does the best he can with it. He goes out to sea, for days in a row, hoping luck is on his side and his catch will be plentiful. But things haven’t been good lately, the area around the reef has been over-fished, and it is hard to make a good catch these days. That doesn’t deter him and he keeps going out. Life is hard, and there’s no time to waste complaining.
I met Don Angel during a community meeting organized by the foundation I work with. I was excited to meet everybody and listen to their ideas of how I could help as a Peace Corps volunteer. While most people made it a point to say something, anything, (very common during community meetings here) Don Angel kept to himself, listening rather than talking. I was curious about him… what motivates a guy move to a place so different than his own? Why choose fishing as a profession when you are certainly from another part of the country? Why was he in that meeting? How can I help him? In a brief conversation at the end of the meeting I learned that he was interested in farming fish and selling it, that he had done some research on how to do it, and that he needed my advice on how to start the business. We agreed that I would travel to his town at a later time where we could discuss the project in more detail.
The day before the agreed upon meeting, I called to confirm our appointment. It is a three hour bus ride to Rio Esteban, where he lives, and I do not want to make the trip in vain. Since he doesn’t have a phone, I call someone else in the community and ask for him or his wife Doña Rosa, and say I will call the same number in 15 minutes. The person that gets the call then sends a kid to Don Angel’s house with the message. When I call back his wife answers the phone.
- “Hello Doña Rosa, I am calling to confirm our meeting tomorrow about the fish farming business”
- “Well, Angel went fishing a few days ago and he hasn’t come back yet, he was supposed to be here yesterday. He knew about the meeting, because I reminded him before he left. I don’t know what’s keeping him.”
- “Oh! That’s strange. Lets do this: I will call tomorrow afternoon again, and if he’s back we’ll do the meeting the day after”
- “That sounds good!”
- “Talk to you tomorrow then.”
The next day (a Tuesday) I called and he had not returned, his wife was now really worried.
- “This isn’t like him. He never leaves for so long without letting me know. I am so sorry about the meeting.”
- “Don’t worry about it; let’s give him a couple of days. I will call again on Saturday and we’ll take it from there”
On Saturday I talked to Doña Rosa again and he had not returned. She was really worried about him now, and so was I. This didn’t seem like Don Angel. He wouldn’t just disappear like that unless something bad happened.
A couple of days latter I called again and talked to Doña Rosa again. Don Angel had finally returned, he had been lost at sea for about 7 days and was not too sick to come to the phone and talk. He will need a couple of weeks before he’s able to meet.
When I finally saw him several weeks latter he seemed smaller, but still had the same clean, well put dignity he carries. I wanted to know everything about being lost at sea and he explained that his engine had broken while he was fishing. He had drifted for four days until a boat going to Roatán (one of the islands off the north coast of Honduras) had found him. They offered to take him and his boat to Roatán and he took the lift. He spent a couple of days in Roatán fixing his engine, and once done, headed back to sea for the 30 mile ride home. On the way back the engine broke again and he spent another 3 days lost, until he drifted near the city of Trujillo, about 165km east of La Ceiba. He eventually made it home… dehydrated, sick, his skin burned from the direct sunlight.
What struck me most was the way he told the story, in the most casual of ways, like if nothing eventful had happened. I guess after all life is hard and there’s no time to waste complaining.